“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.”
― Neil Gaiman, The Sandman, Vol. 9: The Kindly Ones
I go through my days as usual.It’s never easy but i try.There’s the occasional youtube video I come across and can’t wait to tell you about it.I hate myself for still being hung up.I hate on you for not trying hard enough.We agreed we’d work on this.I forget this is harder for you than it is harder for me.I have faith.And here are reasons why..
As a person,you have a warm heart.As a friend,you’re always there for them,all trustworthy and reliable.As an uncle,you make me weak at the knees the way you play with her.
No one knows how you are as a boyfriend.Because no one’s ever been down that road with you.
The odd times when you’re sweet to me and actually call I get surprised.Like what did I do to actually get this rare display of affection from you.Isn’t that sad?
but hey,you’re not my boyfriend anyway.